my story SO FAR

HEY EVERYONE I THINK I NEED TO TELL YOU GUYS HOW I GOT HERE .HOLD ON ITS A DOOOZY!! IM 35 YEARS OLD I SWAS INTRODUCE TO THE ART FORM AT 15 YEARS OLD AFTER I RAN AWAY FROM HOME LIVED WITH 2 GAY GUYS AND WENT TO A NIGHTCLUB ON LONG ISLAND AND SAW THE PHENOMINAL "JESSE VOLT" DOING A show and decided thats what i wanted to do! of course iwas 15 265 pounds and had no clue what i was getting myself into> After being picked on my entire childhood because i was fat nerdy and gay i came out of my shell in drag i was able to be whoever i wanted and not the fat kid who everone laughed at! after 3 long years of beauty college and makeup training i honed my persona to be a fierce little thing! i was ms long island shores and MS BUNKHOUSE WAS IN TOO WONG FOO MET MARIAH CAREY WORKED THE LONG ISLAND AND FIRE ISLAND CIRCUIT WORKED FULL TIME FOR MAC COSMETICS AND CHRISTIAN DIOR AND HAD A PRETTY NICE LIFE CARVED OUT FOR MYSELF> THEN ABOUT 5 YEARS AGO MY BROTHER WAS KILLED IN A CAR CRASH AND A YEAR LATER LOST MY MOM TO CANCER(SORRY AS I TYPE THIS IM CRYING MY EYES OUT)I THEN TURNED TO "CRYSTAL METH" TO STOP THE PAIN! WELL I LOST MY CARRER , STOPPED GETING SHOW BOOKINGS LOST MY APARTMENT CONTRACTED HIV STARTED DEALING DRUGS AND GOT CAUGHT UP IN THE NYC WHIRLWIND AND WENT TO A VERY DARK PLACE!!! FOR 4YEARS UNTIL ABOUT 4 MONTHS AGO IN A CHEAP HOTEL ROOM I SHOT UP AND ALMOST WENT INTO CARDIAC ARREST ! AS I WAS THROWING UP BLOOD ALL OVER THE HOTEL ROOM AND SAW MY LIFE GO BE4 MY EYES I ACTUALLY FELT MY MOM HUG ME ( SWEAR TO YOU THIS IS TRUE) AND REALIZED GOD OR WHOMEVER GAVE ME MY WINGS BACK, OR AT LEAST A STARTER SET! AND MY BEST FRIEND AND NOW CURRENT BOY FRIEND "JIZZYPIGGGY" RESCUED ME FROM THAT HOTEL ROOM AND HAS HELPED ME OUT OF THE DARK AND INTO THE LIGHT! HAVE ALOT OF SELFDOUBT ISSUES AND STUFF NOW BUT RECENTLY I WAS THUMBING THRU AN HX MAGAZINE AND SAW THE AD FOR DRAG RACE AND UPLOADED A PROFILE AND THOUGHT WELL MAYBE YOU CAN GO HOME AGAIN> SO HEAR I AM A WORK IN PROGRESS BUT IM STILL HERE AND THATS GOT TO COUNT FOR SOMETHING>LETS SEE IF I CAN LEAVE THE RAT RACE AND MAKE IT IN THE DRAGRACE!!!!! GOD BLESS ANGELIkA

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